Stranded

The night sky falls upon our distant selves,
And we are the weaklings waiting for survival.
We sit and ponder amongst one question,
Why were we brought into this world?

We sit, waiting for our rescue,
And suffer in silence.
And that's why we sit and ponder amongst one question,
Why were we brought into this world?

We aren't the only ones here,
We've come to realize.
We sit and ponder amongst our wondering question,
Why were we brought into this world?

Once help comes,
We go home and are safe once again.
So we no longer ponder over one inhumane question,
Why were we brought into this world?

Forever

So it's been two months since my last entry. I apologize about that.
I never really go on my laptop anymore. I don't know how that's even possible because I used to be addicted to my laptop and stuff, but now I barely even touch it. I've been a lot busier lately and I've been going to my friends' houses a lot more than I used to. It's really weird how my parents just changed their attitudes so drastically. It came as a shock to me. I've been doing a lot better in school than before, and I actually can concentrate more now that my seats in my classes aren't by my friends. I go to my friend Kelsey's house almost every Monday and Wednesday after school. I have been for about two months now. We always have so much fun. But I gotta go. I'll make sure to type more entries every once in a while. Bye.

Ugly Summer

You and I sit there in the mid-silence and wait for the sun to set.
I waited for you the day after in the same spot like you said you'd be.
I waited and waited and waited, but you didn't appear.
I just wanted to forget about that summer, but I couldn't.

I wanted to forget, but everytime I heard your name, that summer came back.
My friends never let it go. They would always ask how you were.
I would tell them,"I don't know. He doesn't talk to me anymore."
They would say,"I thought you guys hung out over the summer?" and I just cried.

Everyone tried to comfort me, but the hole in my heart just couldn't be healed.
My family even signed me up for a therapist, but I refused to go.
My friends and siblings were all worried, and I said,"I don't need him anymore."
Even though I said that a million times, it was never true.

I've always needed you, and I will never not need you.
Until the day I die, I will need you.
Even when that day comes, I will still need you.
I will always need you....

Forever and for always....

Ugly

I'm horribly horrifyingly sick

I am so sick! I'm also babysitting the cutest girl in the world. She cries too much though. She was sitting in her playpen and she cried herself to sleep it was amazing. We couldn't get her to go to sleep and then she cried and then fell asleep. It's funny how coincidents happen. I am hungry and sick and cold and ugh. Why does it suck so bad to be sick. I hate it. I hate it so much.................................................................................

Spring Break Is Here

Hey guys. So yeah it's spring break for me now at my school. No school from March 25th- April 5th. I am so bored. I'm watching a movie right now called Harriet the Spy: Blog Wars. It's about a girl who writes on a blog about some celebrity heart throb named Skander Hill. So yeah. I really have nothing to do. I am totally awesome. No not really. If anyone is reading these, at all, please comment so I know that at least someone, or something, saw these so I don't feel like a complete idiot. Yeah... okay bye.

IM BACK!!!!!!

IM BACK!!!!! I went to camp this week with my school and I just got back today. My mom told me to hide in the trunk of her car when we went to pick my little sister up from a school swim party. When my sister opened the trunk, she saw me and said I thought it was a special present. So yeah that made me feel a whole lot better lol. But yeah I gotta go my familys here. LAYTA PLAYAZ!!!!!!

Really Super Duper Full

My step-dad just came home from being in Newerk, OH. We had a home-cooked, real meal that actually had some effort put into. It contained roast, mashed potatoes, carrots, and wheat bread rolls. It was so delicious and my mom makes the best mashed potatoes ever!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna go now. Check out the new stuff on my blog! I added a poll so girls, please vote. 7 days left to vote.

HOCKEY SUNDAY!

OMG! Today my dad's taking me, my mom, and my sister Carlee to a Lake Erie Monsters game! I love watching the fights they get into. We also have floor seats so that's a plus. I gotta go though. Cleaning. Bye.

SNOW DAY!

OMG! TODAY WE HAVE A SNOWDAY! THIS IS THE FIRST ONE IN LIKE 10 MONTHS. I'm kinda exagerating a lil bit there lol. But either way, it's awesome. Everytime we've had this much snow, they still made us go. But today, they were actually nice and they let us stay home for once. Thanks to all Hudson parents, the school is closed today. All the Hudson students' parents called last night and made them cancel school because it's so bad outside. My mom didn't though bcause she knew we weren't gonna have school today. We were out at dinner last night and we slid so many times I passed out. I was really dizzy and tired. I'm gonna go get some breakfast now. PEACE OUT HOMIEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bored

Hey what's up? I'm bored. Haha so yeah that recent blog was just me venting lol since I had nothing to do I figured just make conversation. So yeah TTYL! :-)

Friday Valentine's Day Dance

So at the Valentine's Day dance on Friday, February 12th, I was sitting on the bleachers, when both the guy I liked came up to me and said that he liked me. Then after he left, the other guy came up to me and said that he liked me. I was so shocked, I looked like this kitten.So I walk in on my favorite song, Crush by David Archuleta, and there both of them are, dancing with the two girls that they both know I absolutely hate. I couldn't believe that I, of all girls there, would have this happen to them. I still can't get over it. It was unforgettable.