Ugly Summer

You and I sit there in the mid-silence and wait for the sun to set.
I waited for you the day after in the same spot like you said you'd be.
I waited and waited and waited, but you didn't appear.
I just wanted to forget about that summer, but I couldn't.

I wanted to forget, but everytime I heard your name, that summer came back.
My friends never let it go. They would always ask how you were.
I would tell them,"I don't know. He doesn't talk to me anymore."
They would say,"I thought you guys hung out over the summer?" and I just cried.

Everyone tried to comfort me, but the hole in my heart just couldn't be healed.
My family even signed me up for a therapist, but I refused to go.
My friends and siblings were all worried, and I said,"I don't need him anymore."
Even though I said that a million times, it was never true.

I've always needed you, and I will never not need you.
Until the day I die, I will need you.
Even when that day comes, I will still need you.
I will always need you....

Forever and for always....